8:37 PM
Tuesday, July 31, 2007
So, today is a perfectly normal day. I had maths in the morning followed by double period of english which was alright. Probably because I ended up watching prison break at the end of class. Haha. Hey, I'm not all that bad. In my defense, I finished my work already :D
Also, pn jamaliah told me that I don't need to sit for my exams. Instead, I'll be having extra lessons with the science classes. Well, at least that's better than sitting for exams which I am totally not prepared for.
Then, during break, quang told me that pn farah informed them that we're all supposed to go to cheras. However, she didn't come to my class to inform me but I guess it's coz I'm the only one in my class so maybe she forgot. Steph, Rina and Aemilia said that I have to go anyway. Coz it's impossible that I'm the only one who's not going right?
It's curently accounts class and I'm not listening at all coz they're in the middle of a topic which I haven't learnt yet. I guess I'm just gonna wait till extra classes then I'll fully concentrate :)
I finally figured out what my problem is or was or whatever la. I'm insecure and I'm afraid. That's why I feel like this. My heart is still shut and so I've gotta try to open it coz at the end of the day, I'm the one who's gonna regret and lose out.
Nic's still being hostile but I honestly don't care anymore coz I'm so sick and fed up of going through that. San, on the other hand isn't doing so well. I wish the both of us could just run away somewhere far like alaska or smt and just disappear off the face of the earth and start new. Hang in there, honey. I love you.
Below would be pictures by jian hao's 'professional' camera :p (I must admit though, it really is good)
