so yes, I'm back from Cherating and it was great :D

Spent the days doing absolutely nothing. Haha, what a way to relax huh? I wake up late, eat lunch then find something to do till 6 something then shower then dinner, show, dancing and off to bed. That was my life for the past 5 days.

Oh there was this really, really, REALLY hot guy working there but too bad he was working with the little kids but I swear, he was super hot :p

Haha Lisa and I also did batik printing which was really interesting and our end product turned out pretty well :) The food there was really good but I managed to control my food intake which is good coz if I hadn't, I would be 10 kgs heavier now, seriously.

Lisa obviously ate tons but it's what she usually does anyway. There was one afternoon where they served mangosteens which was really really sweet. You should've seen the amount we ate coz there were so many there! Haha also coz the taiwanese and japanese and westerners there didn't know how to eat mangosteens. So we ended up eating all that we could which was A LOT.

Finally, on the first night we spent there, the served a cake named: Strawberry Shortcake. IT WAS SO TOTALLY AWESOME!!! It was so nice and sweet and delicious and yummy!! I went back for so many helpings I think I almost finished the whole cake :D It was so delicious that I got inspired and came up with this poem:

Strawberry shortcake rocks my world,
2 4 6 8, count and twirl!
It's so creamy, it's so yummy,
also fluffy, fills my tummy!

Everybody loves it,
coz it's so exquisite,
made from scratch,
from eggs that hatch!

When it's polished off it's silver tray,
the chef bakes for not another day,
He starts his oven,
and here we go!!

Haha, it's a lil off but I came up with it just like that. Haha. So now I've got to get ready for platinum which is on friday. There's a briefing tomorrow by dr rizal in school at 10 in the morning. I wonder what it's gonna be about. After that I'm gonna go get disposable daily contacts so it'll be more convinient. And now, I'm super tired, gonna go eat chocolate :)

P.S. Below are pictures of Lisa's and my batik printing (mine's the purple one and Lisa's the blue one). And also a pictures of Lisa eating lots of mangosteens. Those were just a lil of how much we ate. Haha. Plus a picture of the oh so wonderful strawberry shortcake :D

I've been so tired and lethargic lately, it ain't funny. Haha. Well only 12 people are going for platinum and that's really really sad. I don't think it's gonna be much fun coz there're so little people. But on the other hand, I guess it won't be so packed and all. 12 is too little a number la but what to do?

So Lisa will be coming over to stay tomorrow night then we'll be off to cherating the next morning. Can't wait to go there and just relax. I wonder if I'll have my strength when we leave for langkawi. Oh and I don't know what group I'm in yet. Most probably will know tomorrow.

Well, SP and Katt really aren't talking to each other which really blows coz then everything will be so awkward :( Poor Jasmine coz she's the middle person in between the both of them and with me not there, it's worse for her. But I do hope that Katt and SP will be okay again after the holidays. If they aren't then it's really bad. Sigh, I guess ex's can't exactly be truly good friends. Speaking of which, I haven't spoken to Nic and I don't exactly want to but a LITTLE part of me feels guilty or bad for leaving things like this. But then again, I don't know whether he's in aus already or not. Hmmm, you know what, I'm not gonna do anything. I didn't do anything wrong and so I shouldn't have to feel this way. Yes, that's it :)

Okay, I'm gonna do my accounts work now. I swear, I'm obsessed with accounts :p

2 more days till cherating!! :D

Well, I had horrible cramps today which is really killing me but it'll go away soon, I hope. So today was a normal day. I must say I enjoy extra classes compared to normal classes. It's less hectic but oh well. Haha. The science students had add math class today so I sat in as well which made me really, really think whether I should really take add maths as an extra subject for SPM or not. I mean if I can't score an A why take it right? It'll just pull my record down. But quang said that I should just try it. Sigh, I need to think about it thoroughly la and make sure I don't make the wrong decision.

Okay so let me see, 2 more days till cherating and 8 more days till platinum. Then when I get back, Marcia's having her birthday party on the 1st of September at Shangrila. Haha I'm so gonna come back black from cherating and platinum :p

Haha aight, I'm gonna go take a nap before tuition :)

my wonderful ipod video from japan wouldn't turn off yesterday when I brought it to school. But when I brought it home to charge, it wouldn't turn on :( I tried EVERYTHING okay, I surfed the internet, the site for help, tried resetting my ipod a thousand times but none of it would work. So I decided to charge it and then try it again this morning but again, nothing happened. I let the battery die while I was in school and tried again when I got home but AGAIN nothing work. I checked the apple site again for help and FINALLY got the correct instructions for fixing it. I had to repair my disk and then restore my settings but thank god it's working again now. Sigh... Ipods... Oh well, they're like guys. Can't live with them, can't live without them :p

so today I found out who were going for platinum: Me, quang, yee keat, niraj, kenneth, shi ann, illayana, izza, si lynn, aemilia and siew lynn. There may be another 6 but they aren't sure. I'm not sure whether katt's going either. There's gonna be so little people, it maight not be as fun. Plus, it's all form 4's and only 2 from Cheras are going. Oh well, I'll just see how it goes la. Oh and I just realised that I'm not close to any girl there except aemilia and siew lynn and of course for guys, quang :)

we'll be meeting on thursday to discuss our groups. hmmm, I hope I'll be in the same group as aemilia, siew lynn and quang :) that'll be fun. Hehe.

killed by head today doing accounts during chem. haha but it was fun la when everything balanced up. 3 more days till cherating :D

loves!!

yayyyyyy!!!!

I've finally gotten a nice template for my blog. It ain't that pretty but it's better than the normal templates. Hmmm, I think I'll change to a prettier one later on :)

So, I had extra classes again today. Perdagangan in the morning, mathematics after that, chem after break and accounts after lunch. ipod hanged today, it would'nt switch off but at least I could still listen to music. Hehe. I did the ekons test today and got 27 out of 40. at least I didn't fail, okay... Haha, for not studying and not touching my notes for ages, I guess it's pretty good.

hmmm it just occured to me that I may be the only girl from commerce going for plat if katt doesnt go :( go la katttttttt!!! Oh well, there are times when one has to suck it up and be brave :)

can't wait to go to cherating and just relax for 5 days then die for 6 days. haha. hopefully I'll survive.

aight, I've gotta go do my accounts work now. byeeeee :D

okay, so SOMEHOW, quang got me to stop dieting BUT I'm still gonna control my food intake. Finally went to the gym after God know's how many months. There I did cardio for 30 minutes and then went for the dance class with Luciano. I love his classes coz his moves are really good. However, I nearly died dancing his steps over and over again coz we had to go on the floor even. Haha, I slammed my hand on the floor so much that this morning, I found a huge bruise there. Oh well, it was fun though.

Had dinner at overseas restaurant and I managed to control my eating :)

Had tuition this morning at yuen's place. I almost didn't wanna wake up coz I was so tired from the dancing yesterday. But I went anyway till about 12.20 in the afternoon. Came home, slept till 3.30, finished studying chapter 6 of sejarah (yes, I'm proud of myself for that), talked to quang online and then had to get ready for dinner tonight with gee-ee, gee-tiao, lisa, patricia ee, lai yeng ee and serena ee at Renaissance.

We went to Sagano for buffet dinner. Yes, I managed to control my eating once again. Well once again like every other dinner we have with gee-ee, gee-tiao and lisa, we were high. Like, really really high. Kept laughing all night long.

Gonna watch Rush Hour 3 tomorrow night so HAH! Katt, you won't be able to rub it in my face anymore :p I plan to wake up at 3 tomorrow. Haha so tired la.

Here are some pictures we took before chem class, a split second before mr sheat arrived. Oh and mr sheat picked on me so much that day :( apparently coz he was bored. Haha oh well...










































Well, it's 12.30 now and I'm falling asleep. loves!

Back in school today but it's so freaking boring. It's seriously is and I haven't even begun to exaggerate okay. Sigh, commerce is situated in IT center which I may add is so beyond freakingly cold. I didn't go for p.e. today coz I'm still recovering from yesterday's fever and also coz no girl in my class went. Basically there are 10 people in class today. Rachel, Hwee Yin, Siti Aminah, Min Hua, Yee Keat, Mokh, Bryan, Naveen, Jin Hua and I.

Yes, pathetic, I know. I should've just stayed home and studied or even have replacement for tuition. But here I am in school anyway. Can't wait for the weekend to come and then the next weekend when I go to Cherating and then to Langkawi :D

Hmmm, I plan to play the paino after God knows how many years. hahaha okay, maybe not years but months la. After that, I plan to do my add math homework and then to hopefully, study :)

While I was having tuition yesterday, I heard mum bitching bout 2 of her friends to one of her friend. Haha it was so funny considering how the woman she was bitching about, her daughter was in the room with me having tuition. Well, apparently the other 2 friends of hers are talking about my mum behind her back and in turn backstabbing each other by telling each other what they talked about. If you follow all that I just said, you're really good. Anyway, I don't wanna get involved with any of their adult issues. I have enough of my own. Haha.

One more thing I've decided to do is to................... STOP eating for good. Hehe, I'm serious. I'm only gonna eat one meal a day, no more junk food (okay maybe once in a while), no more sweets, no more chocolate (okay, mabe once a week or something), no more soft drinks. Just fruits and water :) Let's see how long I can do this. Hehe. Then I'm gonna try to hit the gym again. For example, I'm aiming for tomorrow after school. It's been a really really long time since I went for the dance classes. Plus, on saturday night, we're going for dinner at Sagano with the family so I'm sure there will be a lot of glorious food BUT I am going to control :) Yes, I will and I fully intend to lose...... let me see......... hmmm for the time being, 2 kg :)

Haha, wish me luck in that. Ciao! :p

I studied sejarah today! :D

Yes, I studied sejarah today while Pn. Nor was teaching the class. However, I'm not sure whether anything went into my brainas or not xD

So, today was datin's birthday. All of us went to the hall to celebrate her birthday. The hall was so packed, some people had to stand and worse, they had to stand outside. Haha I swear, damansara is getting too small for the students. Anyway, datin was so overwhelmed with happiness, she was speechless. Haha, I found it funny but Marcia and Rina found it typical xD

After celebrating her 60th birthday, we had sejarah, then we had our free lunch all under the expense of datin :) edward went crazy for the free lunch. Haha, you should've seen him begging Pn. Nor to let him go for lunch early. Hahaha. Quang went to cheras in the morning but he came back after lunch, just in time for BM. Haha.

We had to suffer through Cik Esha's extremely fast talking. I swear, I don't understand a THING she says. Okay, sometimes I do but I need some time to process it in my head first. Oh, I paid for plat today, I think I was one of the few first people to pay. Haha.

I was so tired, I crashed on the floor straight after showering. Woke up for dinner which was nice :) and now I'm waiting for yuen and teacher alan to come. I don't know why I've been so tired lately. Thank God I'm not taking exams :D

Hilmi's leaving on the 4th of September :( I'm gonna miss you, abang! Hopefully we'll be able to meet up before he leaves for uk la.

I kinda fought with Nic last night. He knows that I'm with quang and I think it hurts him. Well, his karma finally came around and bit him in his ass. I don't have the strength to deal with him no more. Sigh, oh well.

I want to sleep! :) ciao...

while others were having exams today, I had extra classes with the science class. mathematics was alright although I kinda got lost in the middle. then they had chemistry which I sat in but I studied bio while mr. sheat was teaching the science students. after that I had ekons with pn. kaniya in the it centre. half way through the 2 hours, she left for her class though and I was alone in the it centre.

there, yew eng and micheal started throwing paper balls at me. yes, thank you :) after lunch I had accounts with cik shahida. I must say, one-to-one tutoring is very helpful coz I understood everything so much better than in class. haha. oh and finally the form for platinum expedition came out. I guess I'll be handing in the cheque tomorrow.

I'm so craving for cup cakes right now. but I seriously need to STOP eating. yes, I'm planning to starve myself to death but so far it isn't wokring so well :( look, look, look!!



so tired and sleepy now but I've got tuition at 7 at yuen's place. byeeee :D

made a trip to klang today to my mum's parent's house. mum and gee-ee (my 2nd aunty) wanted to clear some of my grandfather's stuff. the catch was that my mum's brother and his wife with their son lives in that house as well and the thing is, my mum doesn't speak to her brother nor his wife. so you can imagine how awkward it was being there with them while no one spoke to each other.

my cousin, tian seong (i think that's his name), looked so different from the last time I saw him which was let me see, 10 years ago? yeah, that's it :) weird huh? he found it as awkward as I did but thank god we left fast.

after that we met up with my godsisters for lunch and then headed to their house to eat mangosteens. I ate so much during lunch I could hardly breathe. then I ate loads of mangosteens with lisa which made my condition even worse. I've been eating so much it'll be a miracle if I don't become obese. haha. by the time we left klang, it was 5.30 p.m.

I don't know why, at the end of today, I felt so angry and hurt. It's ironic how my own mother has so much faith in my cousin but she looks down on me so much. it hurts so much it's actually funny :) I'm so fed up of feeling this way, I don't wanna feel anymore. it makes me wanna give up and I feel myself going down that dark road again. believe me, there is a thin thin line between me and that road.

byeeeee :)

woke up at 12.30 today to the shouting of my mum coz we were already late for my facial. went for facial at 2 with lisa then went to wash hair while my uncle and aunty cut their hair and while lisa washed her hair too. mum went for a massage while waiting for us.

after that I followed lisa home while mum and aunty went to fetch my dad for dinner. dropped lisa off at modestos and then went for dinner at sri kembangan.

well I texted san to ask her how she was and she isn't doing well. I'm worried bout her and she's all the way in port dickson this weekend. apparently, so is nic and sherry AND they're making out here and there. honestly, I wouldn't be surprised if they just have sex in front of everyone :) man, am I evil but I have every right to considering how he treat me all this time. anyway, a few minutes after I texted san, nic texted me asking whether we're cool or not.

I mean what the hell right? I haven't heard from him in a week plus so it's all fucked up. but anyway, I replied saying yeah, we're okay. till then, I haven't heard from him. but hey, I don't care anymore. I can finally say that I'm over him :)

Okay, I'm off to bed. loves!

I finally finished season 2 of Prison Break and it's really good. Although I can't wait for season 3. Haha, it's all quang's fault coz he got me hooked on it xD

Big Splash and the prize giving for games carnival was held today. I got trophies for cheer and softball. As usual, Helang won everything although their iMovie wasn't as good as the others but there's nothing we can do is there? Big Splash looked fun and all the seniors had lots of fun. Well, next year's my turn :D

On the bright side, I don't have to study this weekend as I will be having extra classes when the others are having exams ;) arghh! I feel so lazy right now which is really not good :(

Okay, I'm gonna raid my kitchen for something to eat. Ciao! :)

Nothing much happened today except the fact that my spine went out of alignment again which hurt like mad but this time it wasn't as bad as the last time. The premeire of iMovie and the Big Splash is tomorrow and I realised that next year I'll be in form 5 and I'll be captain of cheerleading. So much responsibility! Haha, oh well, time passes so fast.

What's more, who'd knew I'd be in Cempaka at this time of my life? But it was all for the better :)

After school Lisa met me in school and we walked to Decanter to meet our mums. There, I ate 14 slices of pizza. Yes, 14 slices :p The thing I realised about myself is that I can eat when I want to eat and I can starve myself when I wanna starve myself. But lately, I've been eating 4 cupcakes a day and all trhe junk food I can get my hands on. Something's wrong with me but I can't figure out what. Haha.

It's confirmed today that my mum, dad, Lisa and I are going to Club Med, Cherating on the 18th of August till 22nd of August. Then on the 24th I'll be off to Langkawi for platinum expedition :)

Having a splitting headache right now and watching prison break. Im gonna TRY to study sejarah later on but I highly doubt I will ;) hehe. Loves!