slept at 2, had 4 hours of sleep and then headed for school again :)

visited Michelle's blog today for the first time in a very long time since before she was pregnant actually. the moment her page loaded, i saw the most adorable baby ever: my nephew, Brandon Ngeow :)

i haven't met him yet coz well, my mum and my aunty aren't in good terms nor talking terms. this has been going on ever since i was young so i was never close to both my cousins, michelle and lionel. we only saw each other during cny or weddings or funerals. same goes to su ling, my cousin on my mum's side. it's really unfair that the children have to suffer the consequences of the adults' disagreement or fued.

i've been suffering the consequences for years now and that's why my family is actually getting smaller and smaller. of course i am grateful to those cousins in which i am close to :)

so back to michelle's blog. yes, Brandon is the cutest and most adorable baby ever. i'm so happy for michelle that she found her happiness with wu han and managed to start a family. now, she's happy :) i was browsing the posts when i saw a post and there was a comment made by someone named: uncle ho.

who else could it be but my father? i know. i had no idea that my dad visits her blog. i mean yeah my dad is up to date with technology and all but he would never check anyone's blog. this is how far we've come. to the point where my dad has to check on my cousin and her baby through her blog because we don't meet up.

it's really sad. when i saw the comment, i teared. i felt so sad for my dad coz i know that he loves michelle very much. she was his first niece and before i arrived, he loved both michelle and lionel very much. sigh. i guess that's just the reality of life.

well, there's nothing i can do coz what's between the adults will stay between the adults.

alright, i'm exhausted but it's just for 2 more weeks and then freedom!! :D

xoxo,
ness