6 months today and still going on strong. so, X marks the day :)

I had monthly test in every single one of my classes today. first sejarah (which by the way I think I totally flunked), then perdagangan (which I got 92 for. yay!), then bm (which was total crap), then chem (which was alright considering how I actually memorized everything. haha), then accounts (which was very confusing and I think I got it wrong already ): ). so yes, today has been nothing but monthly tests. my brain hurts....

after school I got to release my stress by playing netball and it was fun. haha mostly coz I scored many goals :p wheeeeeee!

came home hyped up from netball and then had tuition. for the first time ever, I didn't feel like a total retard for not understanding add maths coz now, I UNDERSTAND!!!!! :D

carissa and alvin are here coz our mums went for a funeral. currently watching american pie which is a totally retarded show by the way. all the do is drink and have sex.

I feel like I should be doing my homework or doing something more reproductive but I'm too lazy. haha I shall procrastinate :D

xoxo,
ness

Today in bio class,

cik zakiah: class, what is nitrogen used for?
jasmine: to make VITAGEN!!!


HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAH

it was so hilarious. katt and I burst out laughing. sigh, jasmine, jasmine :)

min hua was SO, SO emo today. he isnt fun when he's emo. usually he'll be singing chinese songs in his dreadful horrible voice but today, he was as quiet as a mouse. i know right. sigh. jas, katt and I weren't emo at all, in fact we were kinda hyper. especially during bm.

this was what happened, jasmine, suddenly out of her mind said that katt could bite her. and katt wanting so much to bite someone didnt bite her and wanted to bite ME instead. when katt finally wanted to bite jasmine, jasmine hit katt on the head. HAHAHAHAH :p again, I had to be the mediator :) I wonder if cik esha actually knows that we're playing in the class. oh well.. haha.

cheer after school today. very bad turn out. I can't find a day when everyone can come and it's honestly very frustrating. I swear, if this continues, I'm gonna forfeit :( having a meeting with everyone tomorrow so hopefully it'll get better. I taught the people who came for practice today my new moves which was a bit like kung fu. haha, it was fun but they're gonna have to stretch A LOT.

nearly fell asleep during bm tuition just now. haha i hope he didn't see me :p

arghh... I'm coming down with something, already have a fever.

xoxo,
ness

katt's name suits her. well, how it's pronounced anyway. it's pronounced as 'cat' right? well today during physics, while mr pancha was figuring out the wonders of his laptop, she started SCRATCHING me with her fingernails. I know. after a while I got fed up and started scratching her instead with my fingernails and you know what? she started giggling. sigh. words cannot describe my darling katherine tan :)

not forgetting to mention little jasmine who has a insane crush on 'yee sang'. HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA :D so cute lah. well it's the only thing we talk about these days :)

so I did a bit of swimming today. I wouldn't exactly call it productive swimming because in between laps, siew lynn and I would gossip :p haha but hey, at least I swam :) we swam till like 4.10 pm coz the weather was getting bad with thunder and lightning. we wouldn't want to come out as skeletons now would we? no, I don't think so.

went to the link bridge after that to watch people play handball but they too had to come in as the thunder and lightning was getting frightfully dangerous. so I ended up waiting with quang for our transport to come. not really productive, if you ask me :)

I've got tuition later at 7.45 which will drag on till 10 pm :( and that leaves me hardly any time to finish my homework let alone plan for cheer leading OR play sims 2 :( :( :(

okay, I've gotta go do my karangan now or esha will have my head tomorrow.

xoxo,
ness

computer games are not good :(

haha I started playing sims 2 again, on mac this time and it's fun :p haha. sadly though it's turned my brain into mush and I'm feeling more lazy then ever. no, no, I cannot play anymore. lol.

basically did nothing today. got up at around 2 then did math homework and went out for dinner with lisa.

I feel like I'm missing something or I'm forgetting about something but I can't seem to figure out what. The feeling is so frustrating >(

xoxo,
ness

vanessa ho is so pissed, there are fumes coming out of her ears.

tuition. what is tuition? it is simply extra classes to give extra help to one in a particular subject. it is NOT meant to take up ALL your time! arggghhhh!!! the maximum days a person can have tuition is only 3 days a week. anything more, the person will just go nuts.

you never liked that side of me, so why bother me? just leave me the hell alone. do you think i am so incompetant as to not know how to handle my life or my studies?? you just assume and that's all you do. sometimes i love you, sometimes i just down right hate you. call me evil, call me cruel but that's just how it is.

okay, i will stop now. all this venting has made me exhausted.

i just hope tomorrow will be a better day.

xoxo,
ness

"follow your heart, may your love lead through the darkness, back to a place you once knew" -Il Divo

had cheerleading auditions today. it was alright, have enough people to form the team so i can start practice soon, i just don't know when.

had a surprise visit today from S. it was good to see her again. chatted for a while. she's leaving tomorrow and it'll be a while till i get to see her again. take care S :)

going to bed now.

xoxo,
ness

"the faster I run, the faster you catch up with me. it scares me just knowing that someday you'll catch me and I'll have nowhere to run"

apologizes for not blogging these past few days. have been pretty busy with sports, tuition and school work. I finally have the time to blog. haha. so there's something going on between my mum and my two aunties. yes, including the one she hasn't spoken to in almost 10 years or maybe less. i don't know what's going on but they said they'll tell us later on.

school's been a drag, i mean it's quite boring. I guess it's coz it's still early in the year but i've got to bring my A game all the time with studies :( but then of coz, i have katherine and jasmine to entertain me :D i love themmmmmmmm :D

alright i'm crapping here.

xoxo,
ness

homework, homework, homework :(

but thank god i've managed to finish 5 out of 6 pieces of homework. although i still have sejarah notes AND tuition homework to do plus cheer. well it keeps me occupied so it's good :)

tuition tomorrow's at 10 till 12. i hope i don't fall asleep. so in order to avoid that, i'm gonna go sleep now :) nights

xoxo,
ness

Game Plan is my movie of the year :D it's so sweet and touching, not to mention funny at the same time. haha plus the little girl in there is really cute.

anyway, as if having tuition 3 times a week isn't enough, i've got tuition 4 times a week now. sigh. there's only so much tuition one can take you know. plus, there's my mum's non-stop nagging about how studies is more important than sports and that sports won't help me in getting into colleges and then she starts cursing me that i will fail everything. how nice right? i mean i already told her that it will all end in may but no, it doesnt matter. she just hates that part of me just coz all her nieces are smart and not active in sports. UGHHHHHHHHHH!!!!! SERIOUSLY!!!!!

okay, i've got to chill. and now i'm going to watch rush hour 3 for some laughs and proof read min hua's essay. you so owe me, apek.

xoxo,
ness

as if waking up at 6 in the morning 5 days a week isn't enough, i gotta wake up on saturday too :( for netball but it's worth it, gets my system running and i love the game :)

i've got so much homework to do. sigh. it's only been 2 days in school and we've already got tons of work. hmmm, let me see, bm, sejarah, english and bio. so far i've done bm only. haha. now i've gotta do my commonwealth essay or ms tye will hunt me down.

xoxo,
ness

Attention People:
My chat box is right at the bottom of the page. Thank you :)

okay, i've changed my template coz the previous one was getting too....... bright. haha. but there's something wrong with this one :( my link list and archive is not at the sidebar but rather right at the bottom of the page. what's worse is my chat box is right at the bottom too :( sigh, i give up trying to fix it.

first day back in school was interesting. it was so crowded. there was a 'surprise assembly' at 11 where we were supposedly celebrating cempaka's 25th anniversary. datin was super jolly, seriously. she danced and sang with dr hamzah. hahahahha. it was so funny. then later on we had house meeting. it was super hot in the labs, like crazy hot.

well, i have quite a lot of people for cheer and what's more, i have quite a number of guys too. so all i have to do is hold an audition and decide. gotta start soon though. it's so stressful being a senior :(

mum already started nagging me on studies. sigh. and first day, we received homework from cik zakiah. haha typical.

okay, gotta finish up my tuition homework and then eat maggie mee :D

xoxo,
ness

Happy New Year, everyone :)

oh dear, i'm in form 5 already, last year of school. sigh, SPM :(

and so school begins tomorrow. stopped work on th 31st of dec. met up with lisa (dad's niece) and her family from melbourne on th 29th of dec. i've got 3 nephews. one is 17 (John) , one is 15 (Sam) and the other is 10 (Luke). i know, my nephew is one year older than me. haha. both john and sam had punk like hairstyles. Luke is still innocent, for now at least :) pauline and kelvin were also there with their kids, gabrielle (4 and a half years old) and isabelle(2 years old). they're so tiring to look after, running around like mad kids. lol.



from left to right: sam, john and luke. (it was sam's birthday)



whole family. well, almost.

Gabrielle :)


Isabelle. yes, she's trying to worm out of my hands.

i'm so lazy to go back to school tmw but at the same time happy to see friends again :) tuition tonight :(

xoxo,
ness