7:24 AM
Friday, May 9, 2008
I've been doing intensive accounts exercises since 8 p.m. and it's 12.45 a.m. now. I should've been studying chem instead :( I am so so so screwed.
Well, I'm just gonna have to fit all bio, chem and physics tomorrow. Can I do it? YES I CAN!
Okay, that was a little too enthusiastic.
The reason why I blogged at 7 in the morning was because Sa ee was supposed to come over to send both Lisa and I to school. However, she didn't reach on time so mummy had to send us instead.
Katt, Jas and I really have no life because we started playing a naming game. Like, name a brand or an aminal or a country that begins with the letter A then we proceed to the letter B and so on, so forth. Min Hua and Siew Pun joined the game later on but they failed miserably. HAHA.
There wasn't any Cambridge class today so I went home early. Sa ee came with mummy and Lisa to pick me up. I like the Harrier, it's really comfortable.
Something funny came up in the car as Ling was going for her formal and during the after party her main concern was food. Then Sa ee and mummy started saying that if Lisa went to the after party, she'd only think of going home to sleep and Ling would think of food whereas I'd think of partying. hahahhahaha. We're so different in many ways but we're still united as one in one very special way :)
I'm exhausted, I can't fight anymore. You don't get me but you say I don't get you. So much is expected of me and when I don't meet your expectations, you're disappointed in me but you just don't understand that I'm not that person. You show your emotions openly whereas I show mine in a subtle manner but you don't see it even though you say you do. If you do, then we wouldn't be having this isn't it? And now, there's a thin line between me and that door. I swore to myself that I will never let it happen again and if I have to take the necessary actions to protect myself then I will. The only keeping me from crossing that line is the fact that my heart is with you. Don't break it, keep it.
I'll never let another teardrop fall...