exquisite beginnings.

Tagged by Rachel

1. The last person to tag you is?
rach :)

2. What's the relationship between you and him/her?
friend/girlfriend :)

3. Your 5 impressions towards him/her?
1. smart
2. nice
3. pretty
4. understanding
5. kind

4. The most memorable thing that he/she has done to you.
tolerating my endless questions about sej, ekons, perdagangan and accounts :) and of course listening to my complains and problems.

5. The most memorable words that he/she said to you.
"my teacher said that I didn't have talent to play the piano but they later on found out that i needed glasses"

6. If he/she becomes your lover, you will?
enjoy stealing her various designer handbags, watches and clothes :)

7. If he/she becomes your enemy, you will?
er... can't really imagine that happening.

8. If he/she becomes your lover, he/she has to improve on?
not making me look stupid in exams :p

9. If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason is....
hahahah too smart for me!

10. The most desirable thing to do for him/her is?...
relieve her from her heartache.

11. The overall impression to he/her is..
TOO smart and very nice

12. How do you think the people around you will feel about you?
er.... i dunno...

13. The character for you for yourself is?
er... lazy?

14. On contrary, the character you hate of yourself is?
procrastinator

15. The most ideal person you want to be is?
Rich.

16. For the person who cares and likes you, say something about them
piggy :)

17. Ten people to tag:
1. katt
2. san
3. ling
4. i-lyn
5. amelia
6. bryan
7. hazrul
8. steph
9. pkaye
10. kenneth

18. Who is number 2 having relationship with?
:)

19. Is number 3 a male or female?
definitely female.

20. If number 7 and number 10 be together would it be a good thing?
HAHAHAHAHAHAH. how i'd like to see that happen :p

21. How about number 5 and number 8?
nope, not at all.

22. What is number 1 studying about?
games? hahaha.

23. When was the last you had a chat with them?
last night.

24. Is number 4 single?
nope, she's very much taken :)

25. Say something about number 2.
my alaskian accomplice.

anyway, I know this is long overdue but TRIALS ARE OVER! :D

I've been lazing about since friday and it feels gooooooooddddd :) although having bm tuition this morning at 9-12 and then later on add math tuition at 5-7 isn't exactly relaxing but I didn't really have a choice. Tomorrow will be another round of add math tuition at 3.30-5.30 then bm at 8-10. I've GOT to get a life.

yuen is not the person to watch any show with because she'll predict everything that's about to happen and the worse thing is she'll be right. haha we watched criminal minds and then 2 episodes of fringe. then she said: I feel like my vagina's falling off. *blank stare*

I need to see a therapist. No jokes, no sarcasm. I just need a bloody therapist. If I don't get one soon or some form of help soon I'll go crazy.

at least whenever you feel pain, it lets you know that you're alive

I think I should change my name to something similar to Yang Yang or Ying Ying or whatever because it seems that the dark rings under my eyes are enough to make me look like a panda.

Guess that's what you get for not sleeping at all. Plus, you get anxiety and highness all at once and that is not a pretty combination. I went to school today and for some utter reason I started laughing uncontrollably while Katt and Jas just stared at me as if I was mad. I honestly didn't feel tired. Till...... I came back from school and konked out on my bed :)

Science was well.. nothing can describe it. I'm pretty sure that I flunked my physics part and probably messed up my chem and bio part. Paper 2 wasn't so bad coz it was set by the Damansara teachers so we actually know what they were asking unlike the previous Science paper when we didn't know what on earth the question was about.

Another story that totally brightened my day:

A human male was one X chromosome and one Y chromosome while a human female has a pair of X chromosomes. We were asked to show the possibilities of children for a normal male and a colour blind female. So, as usual we all wrote XY(male)+XX(female). However... Min Hua wrote:

XX(female)+XX(female)

HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. His family has lesbian parents!! HAHAHAHHAHA.

I wonder how Cik Zakiah will respond to that :)

p.s. 2 more days till trials are over!!

Sejarah was a b****.

Guess what? All the questions were from the adabi ramalan book that I have!! So you can imagine how much I'm kicking myself for not reading through it right?? I mean I knew that the 10 essays she gave us during the holidays were from that book but I didn't think that she'd set questions from there!! sigh.. I think it was destined for me not to have read that book :( well, thanks to DESTINY I'm going to fail sejarah. thanks very much.

Yesterday was simply not my day. To start the day, I only had 4 hours of sleep in 2 days. Then my bm paper was f***ed up. Then came sejarah and you can pretty much guess how that went. Then to top it off I had another fight with my mother. At the end of the day I was so tired that when I finally decided to sleep, my eyes were bloodshot.

What brightened my day was this story of a person I know: When he was young he got into a fight with Sylvestor (The cat from Tweety Bird). Apparently he started punching Sylvestor for no prior reason. Sylvestor got angry and pushed him (gently) then Sylvestor sat on him.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAH :)

I haven't started studying science yet. Watched a bucnh of shows last night like: Friends, Anastacia, Because I Said So and Victoria Secret's Sexiest People. Today I woke up at 2 and practically did nothing. Great.

I think Mr Sheat's going to pull me aside again and ask me: Is there anything distracting you, Vanessa? Because if there is I can make it go away.

haha.

I think any chance of me getting an A in perdagangan has just been crushed :(

Tomorrow's doomsday and I'm already falling asleep while studying sej probably coz I slept at 5 last night. Not to mention I need to read up on my facts for BM as well. If I don't do well in this exam I think he's going to increase the number of classes a week. argh!

Anyway, 'studying' in school was a complete waste of time. As usual, we didn't study. Instead we stoned and talked about stuff. Haha our 'perdagangan group'.

I swear I'm going to be so happy when tomorrow's over and I'll bet I'll sleep in till 2 in the afternoon on Saturday, not that I can afford to though coz I gotta study science and economics. Okay, scratch that. I'll be soooo happy when trials are finally over :D

And I'll be even happier when I get my iPod Touch :)

p.s. Lisa's off today. I'll miss her.

... and at that moment, she knew what was wrong.
The draft of air. Very cold, very crisp, very outside air drifted down the stairwell.
It ruffled Nathan's fine brown hair. And it carried with it the unmistakable odor of death.

That paragraph gave me the creeps when I was reading 'Alone' by Lisa Gardner, especially the last line.

Anyway, accounts today was..... well.... I finished almost all the questions which is a good thing coz in all the previous exams I never manage to finish the rest of the questions all coz of one question which is the dokumen. However, this I did and I balanced on my first try too :D then came the other questions which was well.... let's just say I won't get full marks but I'll get a few here and there, which is better than nothing.

Tomorrow's a public holiday but not so much of a holiday for us though. Commerce is on thursday and as for the science students, they have bio. Then comes friday: Sejarah, the love of my life or as so my mum said.

I've decided to get the new iPod Touch which has...

i) more ways to play
ii) a sleek new design
iii) bulid-in speaker
iv) volume controls
v) longer battery life
vi) Rock 'n' Run with Nike+

... or as so the advertisement on the website says. It was launched today in BV with 8GB at rm900+, 16 GB at rm12oo+ and 32 GB rm1600+. I'll admit though that the nano colours are really pretty but I don't really see myself loving it. So the safest bet would be the Touch :)

alright, I'm gonna be lazy for a while and read :)

p.s. see, this is why they shouldn't have holiday breaks in between. it makes me lazy :(

One down, six more to go. Feels like a million miles away though :(

Thank God Wednesday is a public holiday.

Anyway, having examinations in the hall is really weird. I mean it's so weird being in such a vast place. I swear, Cik Esha is damn annoying. This was what happened: We were down to the last 10 minutes of English Paper 1 and I was still writing my novel part. Suddenly Cik Esha started talking about some nonsense thing which had no relation whatsoever with the paper and which can be announced later on. Instead she continued blabbling and my mind could not concentrate at all. I could tell a few other people were annoyed too coz there were shushing noises.

And just as you think she stopped talking and your mind goes back into focus, she starts again. It's so bloody annoying. Well, me being the easily irritated girl I am, told her off.

Me: Cikgu, boleh senyap tak? Saya tak boleh concentrate la.
Cik Esha: *stunned* Ya, okay la. Buat.

My moment of peace only lasted 5 minutes coz then she started talking AGAIN. Luckily I was done or I would've stranggled her.

To make things worse my back is acting up again and it hurts like f***. I think it only acts up when I'm all stressed out, which is pretty much all the time now.

accounts..............

p.s. both my articles are up in the school website!! :D proudest moment ever, next to cheer of course :)

I should really, REALLY be studying right now. But I decided to blog a little first :)

Lisa's farewell lunch was today and surprisingly enough after sleeping at 4 in the morning, I was able to wake up at 10 am the same morning. Haha. We were still late anyway. So when we got there amongst all the hugs and 'angpows' given to Lisa, she started tearing and so did I. Both of us had to escape to the ladies' room before our eyeliner started to run. I am proud of what I wrote in her card though :)

After lunch I decided that even if I were to go home I wouldn't be able to concentrate on studying so I might as well spend more time with Lisa before she leaves this Thursday. We all headed to BV2 for Haagen Daz ice-cream and then later proceeded to window shopping where Lisa and I tried on different jackets just for the fun of it.

-I love this red one!-

"There is a tide in the affairs of men.
Which, taken at the flood, leads on to fortune;
Omitted, all the voyage of their life
Is bound up in sorrows and miseries.
On such a full sea are we now afloat,
and we must take the current when it serves,
Or lose our ventures."

-Willam Shakespeare-

Trials are in 2 days and I am not prepared.

Anyway, I'm stealing a few minutes from my study time to blog. School is getting crazy, teachers are loading us with lots and lots of homework everyday. Not to mention my Economics and Commerce teacher who expects us to be robots and finish her work, plus other subjects AND study for the upcoming examinations. Not forgetting my pile of tuition homework.

Last week before Sa-Ee and Sa Tiao went off to China, we had dinner at this restaurant in klang. I don't know what came over us that we ended up ordering 10 dishes. Here it is:

-see the dishes behind too?-

Somehow we managed to finish everything. Haha.

Lisa's farewell lunch is on Sunday so after school I bought a card and a round penguin for her :)

We were only supposed to get the card and a small gift then head back home so that I could study but as usual we got sidetracked. I finally convinced mummy to get straightening thongs for me! :D now I don't have to keep straightening my hair every year and complaining every single year that it's too flat.

Okay, okay. Back to studying.

Chicken with Peaches! :D

So I ventured into cooking something more complicated and it was a success! Although I don't think I'll be cooking anytime soon coz trials are a week away and I'm just about screwed for it.

So the premiere of the form 5 commerce consumeRights campaign was yesterday and it wasn't that bad :)

bookmark made by amy :)

I am proud to say that I have actually made progress in my studying, not much but it's still something.

and now, I need a big bucket to hold my tears...

And the mosquitos are back.

ARGH! :(

So today we asked Mr Avinash about our add math paper and apparently I passed. Whether it's a good pass or a bad pass, I don't know. sigh. Q got 67 for his accounts, it's good for a first time :)

PEYTON & LUCAS!! :D

Currently watching OTH which I just downloaded and I am soooooo happyyyyyy!! *cloud nine*

So here's the thing.

On friday, when mum and I were at bsc we saw someone we knew. Well actually mum noticed her because she thought that the pram was cute, but that is not the point. Back to the subject, we didn't go to A's full moon party because my tuition had dragged on and I knew I wasn't allowed to go anyway but my dad went. So as usual something has to be given. Back to bsc, mum called dad to ask him whether he gave M anything for the baby shower. I couldn't exactly hear what he was saying but my mum started mentioning about 10g or something of that sort.

Later when I asked her what did dad give, my mum said gold.

WHAT THE FUCK??

My mum and I don't even fucking get gold. Granted we get other stuff but hell, I want gold too! and wait, I'm not totally insane. This is the side of the family that practically KILLED my parent's marriage mind you and he's giving them GOLD?? When my eyes grew wide at that, my mum said she's not sure and that my dad said he didn't get them anything.

I do not believe him. There is no freaking way in hell that he won't get his precious niece's daughter anything, believe me.

He has this thing where with my mum and I, he is sarcastic and when we ask him questions he gives us stupid answers but when anyone from his side of the family asks him anything he'll give a full detailed thesis on the topic. My mum's sick of it and sometimes I get so angry that I just don't bother asking anymore. Hell, I don't even bother talking. Why talk? I'll just a idiotic answer anyway.

Done ranting. I need to study. Why can't I study?