I've only been here for 2 years but it has been great :)

With exactly 11 more days to go to SPM and I'm finally doing my BM tuition homework.

What with this on the pile, add math, math and accounts as well, I barely have any time left for sejarah. Not to mention that is the most important subject I have to concentrate on seeing as I haven't been doing well in it for the past 2 years.

Anyway, tomorrow is Testimonial Day and it still hasn't really hit me yet that tomorrow's the last real day of school. Granted I'll be going back next week for chem but tomorrow will be the last REAL school day. Talk about being morbid. haha.

Everyone's been going around snapping pictures here and there as memories when we leave. Then it hit me, I didn't get to say a proper goodbye to my friends in KDU. But... we won't go there today :)

So I got good news today. The price for the iPod Touch is finally out and instead of paying the usual rm 1600, I got the price at rm 1215 :D The only thing is I don't know exactly when I'll be able to get it but it should be in a weeks time.

Watch Journey to the Center of the Earth :)

Its funny, cute and exciting. Although there were some parts that were visibly computerized. Overall, in my opinion it's a good movie. There was a part in the movie where Sean (the 13 year old boy) got separated from his uncle and the mountain guide. He had to endure quite a few obstacles. At that point while I was watching that scene, I imagined myself in his position. The scenario was:

1. me having to jump from rock to rock to get over the other side. the catch is the rocks are suspended about 100 ft in the air by a magnetic field. my reaction would be jumping, then holding on for dear life then jumping again while swearing the whole way across.

2. me running away from a dinosaur who is right behind me. I would be screaming all the swear words I could possibly muster at that period of time and I might even invent some swear words of my own, out of sheer panic :)

Yep, that is what will probably happen to me if I were stuck in that situation. For those of you who haven't watched the show, watch it. However, you need to like these kind of stories in order to like this movie.

Tuition was canceled today thanks to Yuen so I have time to do an extra model test for accounts and add math. The days are passing unbelievably fast now and very soon.....

So apparently we have 3 days of training sessions before heading up to mount k. that should be fun *sarcasm* Oh and katt wants to take a cable car up to mount k and back down. hahahah.

"I will start studying tomorrow"

That has been a line that I've been saying since what.... the beginning of this year? Well one thing after another popped up and next thing I knew it's trials and voila! 3 weeks to SPM. Why am I such a procrastinator? why why why why why why why....

Well on the plus side I finally went to the gym after say.... 3 months? Went for the RPM class and nearly died but could still hang on so my stamina's not that far gone yet, thank god. So at least I know I won't faint halfway up to mount k next next month. Don't worry katt, I'll help you :)

Other than that I've just been stuck at home doing add math, math and accounts work. Haven't touched a page on sej which is stupid coz sej IS my weakest subject.

argh.

p.s. ling, the womanizer clip of chuck bass was good :)

watch it:

http://au.youtube.com/watch?v=hm-ShIZAp0E

27 days to SPM...

Well, it's not really hard to forget when you have it written on the board by the one and only Cik Esha. What's worse is that she keeps repeating it in every single line of hers which is very very annoying.

Needless to say my sejarah teacher is very very very very very kind to give me an A in my forecast which would mean that I now have straight A's for my forecast :) It's so weird thinking that in a months time I won't be walking down school hallways anymore or following rules or wearing school uniforms or attending assembly. I'll no longer be in the comforts of school where everything is provided for you and the teachers push you to succeed. Sure, the lecturers in college and universities encourage you to excel as well but that's as far as they will go. No punishments, no nothing. I suppose this is a way of teaching us that it's time to grow up.

Then there's meeting new people which I am dreading. Don't get me wrong, I like meeting new people but I feel as if it was just yesterday that I transferred to Cempaka and now I'm leaving yet again. The transition period will be awkward at first but everyone learns to adapt.

I've yet to decide what subjects to take and whether I should just pursue psychology. When will I ever know which is best for me? How I wish I was back in primary... with no worries and just plain fun :)

"... the smell of rain fills my lungs and for a split second I forget the darkness that looms within me. The clouds start to move revealing the sun, the fishes in the pond resurface once again waiting for perhaps a kind soul to drop a piece of bread into the water, a squirrel appears in front of me with hopeful doe eyes that perhaps I 'd have some food with me. What a shame though, I feel nothing. What has become of me that I no longer notice the beauty and enchantment of the world? I sit, trying with every fiber of my brain to find answers but it's numb, I'm numb. Suddenly I'm watching myself from afar wondering who that girl is, sitting with a nonchalant look on her face. Then I realise that I wasn't lost nor was I sad. I was devastated."

I cannot believe how fast a week can pass, especially when it's the holidays. Tomorrow we'll all be back to school which means....