8:18 AM
Wednesday, October 8, 2008
"... the smell of rain fills my lungs and for a split second I forget the darkness that looms within me. The clouds start to move revealing the sun, the fishes in the pond resurface once again waiting for perhaps a kind soul to drop a piece of bread into the water, a squirrel appears in front of me with hopeful doe eyes that perhaps I 'd have some food with me. What a shame though, I feel nothing. What has become of me that I no longer notice the beauty and enchantment of the world? I sit, trying with every fiber of my brain to find answers but it's numb, I'm numb. Suddenly I'm watching myself from afar wondering who that girl is, sitting with a nonchalant look on her face. Then I realise that I wasn't lost nor was I sad. I was devastated."
