exquisite beginnings.

12:55 AM

Thursday, November 27, 2008

5 more agonizing days and 3 more excruciating subjects to go....

Okay, I may have been exaggerating a little there but it sure feels like it. sigh. I really envy those who are done with spm :( but..... very soon I will be too! Then it will be...

i) SHOPPING!!
ii) prom
iii) katt's birthday
iv) mount kinabalu
v) mamma mia
vi) movie marathons
vii) lazy afternoons with no worries

well, all in due time but I am worried about my economics and commerce paper. I don't think it's easy to get an A in those 2 subjects coz my teacher once told me that the graph isn't that low. But then again, I'm willing time to go faster even though I need all the time in the world before I sit for those papers.

8:41 AM

Monday, November 24, 2008

Well so much for studying today.... I ended up doing nothing but have tuition and accounts work. Is it me or is time just flying by so fast?? :(

On the bright side, Ling's back and I cannot wait to join her on holiday break. 9 more days to go.

Anyway, below are some caricature drawings of Lisa and I and I when I was really young. Haha. I found them hilarious.

-Lisa and I when we were at Bukit Tinggi Resort-

-apparently that's me when I was around 6-ish?-

7:26 AM

Sunday, November 23, 2008

There aren't enough hours in a day :(

A quarter of my brain is screaming ACCOUNTS! Another quarter is screaming ECONOMICS! The other quarter screaming COMMERCE! The last quarter screaming RELAX! sigh, it's a battle of thoughts every single damn day and let me tell you it is exhausting as hell.

At least I achieved something for pdgn today which was to finish one miserable chapter. Then it was off to PJ Hilton for Japanese food :) Unfortunately it was back to hitting the books. And now, it's another day gone, damn.

"she was running. her lungs were burning; a stitch had developed at her side. still she powered down the slippery slope, crashing through thick brush, jumping over rotting logs, careening over boulders. it was a suicidal pace. she could twist an ankle, plummet over a ledge, crash into a tree, or suffer things that would be much, much worse but she didn't slow down. she was still tearing forward at full throttle, trying to pick out the trail in the fading light. then, she came into a clearing in the woods and she realised, she was too late. exhausted, she slumped onto a nearby rock. the sound hit her all at once. the constant, building thrum. the deep vibrations of dozens upon dozens of rattlesnakes. she just sat there, perfectly frozen, while all around her the shadows of the rocks uncurled into the shapes of snakes."

9:20 AM

Saturday, November 22, 2008

I just wanna be alone tonight
I just wanna take a little breather
Cause lately all we do is fight
And every time it cuts me deeper

Cause something’s changed
You’ve been acting so strange
And its taking its toll on me
Its safe to say that I’m ready to let you leave

Without you, I live it up a little more everyday
Without you, I’m seein myself so differently
I didn’t wanna believe it then
But it all worked out in the end
When I watched you walk away
Well I never thought I'd say
I’m fine
Without you

Called you up cause’ it’s been long enough
And you said that you were so much better
We have done a lot of growing up
We were never meant to be together

Cause something changed, you were acting so strange
And it’s taken its toll on me
It’s safe to say that I’m ready to let you leave

Without you, I live it up a little more everyday
Without you, I’m seein myself so differently
I didn’t wanna believe it then
But it all worked out in the end
When I watched you walk away
Well I never thought I'd say
I’m fine
Without you

Cause something changed, you were acting so strange
And it’s taken it's toll on me
It’s safe to say that I’m ready to let you leave

Without you, I live it up a little more everyday
Without you, I’m seein myself so differently
I didn’t wanna believe it then
But it all worked out in the end
When I watched you walk away
Well I never thought id say
I’m fine,
Without you
Without you
Without you
Without you
I just wanna be alone tonight,
I just wanna take a little breather.

10:13 PM

Wednesday, November 19, 2008

7 subjects down and 4 more to go.

First of all, science was alright I guess. Paper 1 wasn't as hard as I expected it to be coz it was quite straight forward. However, I think I made one silly mistake and maybe another mistake coz the answers were really close. Anyway, Mr Sheat has my paper so hopefully he'll mark it for me :)

Add Math...... Let's just say I did not expect it to be tricky or to be of this standard but at least I could do the questions. I just need to pray for an A. Moral was a horrible, partly because I had my headache again so I'm not sure whether I wrote the correct nilai :(

Well, I have a 10 day break till accounts, economics and commerce but I'm feeling really really really lazy right now and that's the bad thing about long breaks - it makes you lazy. Nevertheless, I'm forcing myself to be hardworking or I know I'm going to regret not studying earlier.

So anyway, I'm kinda avoiding studying economics and commerce by burying myself in accounts but I'm gonna have to face it sooner or later. Hot stone massage again tomorrow! :D

sometimes it just takes a phone call to know how much i've truly missed you.

p.s. i'm really am happy to hear a smile on your face once again. :)

6:55 AM

Sunday, November 16, 2008

4 papers down and 7 more to go. Tomorrow's science then add math and moral on tuesday. If you're wondering whether or not I'm ready for science tomorrow the answer is no. sigh.

Anyway, I'm not going to dwell on it and just try my best. The hall's going to be very empty tomorrow seeing as only commerce students will be there which means it might be colder than it already is. I think I should seriously consider bringing gloves in.

Tuition yesterday morning and this morning has left me lifeless coz I had to wake up at 8 in the morning (actually I kinda slept in till about 8.45 and class was at 9) heh. Yuen and teacher both expected me to be late anyway and I think that's why my classes are now in the evenings from now on which is good.

I've got a few pictures here to illustrate my past few days...

-a section in British India, One Utama. it somehow reminded me of India-

-I plopped myself on those pillows when no one was looking and earned some disapproving looks from my mum and aunty- :)

- the good luck cake our BM tuition teacher bought for us the day before SPM started-

- poor girl had an operation for swallowing a staple bullet-

- they arrived on friday :D -

- the family (except the white one is dead) -

So wish me luck for the next few papers :)

8:15 AM

Friday, November 14, 2008

Hot stone massages are awesome :)

Anyway, 2 more days to science and I haven't touched my books yet. sigh. Plus, they're predicting that physics might come out as the compulsory questions and seeing as physics is my 'best' part of science, I'm dead. But no fear, I'm skipping out on following mummy to the orphanage tomorrow just so I could come home to study :)

I am somehow very relaxed when I still have 7 more subjects to go. Well, as I said, the minute Sejarah finished, as far as I was concerned SPM was over for me. haha which is not very good coz I've got to work hard for my other subjects as well.

Math was alright, although I spotted a few careless and absolutely ridiculous mistakes. Thank God I managed to change it at the very last minute before they collected the papers, literally. For example, I had half an hour to spare for paper 1 so I decided to see if my answers on my question paper tallied with my objective sheet. Guess what? I didn't shade one question. As for paper 2, I wrote that the enlargement had a scale factor of -2 which is didn't make sense and I managed to change 2 questions coz it was a chain effect thing. And all these mistakes were corrected right before the papers were collected. phew...

Now I'm praying for science, add math and moral :(

5:08 AM

Wednesday, November 12, 2008

SEJARAH IS OVER!!

It feels like a heavy weight has been lifted off my shoulders. I don't think I did that bad though for Sejarah, thank god. Apparently the A mark for last year was 60+ and the passing mark was 30+ so I'm really hoping that the graph will either drop or remain the same this year. BM was alright as well although I did panic for a while in the beginning coz I though I was going to run out of time like I did during trials. I finished on time though :)

Mummy booked hot stone massages on friday so I really really looking forward to that. Tomorrow will be math and then I'm done for the week :)